Finally

well last night i was really very tired n sleep early ar.

i have told him i love him but then he say give me some time

i have something need to settle....

ok i wait i thought no chance ady since when i choose to leave

suddenly i get a message from him i was really surprise that hahahah

cause he have settle everything jor =)

so we going to start the relationship YEAh

this is the photo when i was fall in love to him

------->>>>

this is when i was waiting him to prepare

at his car....

so we went to dating la

this is 1st Photo Of Us

(lavish) Club

No Matter How I Wont Be Leave You My Dear

I Just Will Be Here With You Always =)

Here is The Song I Want To Sing For You

(A Thousand Year)

I Have Died Everyday Waiting For You

Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer....

hey

hey guys im back after him i have be single until now =)

actually im busy about my nail exam right now

hope that i can pass n move to singapore on this month

god bless me pls =(

i get some new friends and 1 kai gor he just treat me like

his real sister gam hahahha i was very happy i got ask him

before y treat me so good he answer :cause i know u not much

friends n im his kawan sister so treat me like his real sister to

care n love n teach me alot thing =) im glad to meet this brother

well he went to hong kong this morning because of badmintion

competition this is him

brother im here to wish u your competition

all the best ya n bought some present for me !!!

erm im suffer about something for this few days

i meet a guys i think i"m fall in love to him

but then he is my brother friends so he told me

sorry we cant together cause worry about after

break up my 2 brother will find him OMG

when i heard that i have moody n upset i

know that shouldn't fall in to you i'm trying to

control myself so have to put down just treat

him back as normal friends but i really miss

him,his care n miss the way when we club

cause he keep protect me n hold me tight

i tot i found my love but then because of

that reason we only can be the normal friends

tell the true this is not that i wan but i cant

force him =(

this is the guy i love

how cute is him =)

为什么？

为什么你不曾体谅过我？为什么你就不主动一点真的那么难吗？
为什么你总是给我承诺却做不到？挽回了就不理不睬。
你到底是一个怎样的人，我真的猜不透，我真的很累。
你知道吗？你永远都不知道我要的是什么，也曾
帮我解决过问题和 谅解我所做的一切。所以东西
也都你说了算，别再用你个人意见去判断好吗？
请试着聆听别人给你的意见。

独自一人

如今你离开以后我独自一人徘徊，

每年情人节都一个人过，

如今我有多久没在度过情人节，

我也不知道了，我恨你当你选择了

就请别再来纠缠我，请让我离开。

事实是你已经离开我了但更痛的是

你曾给我的回忆，那些回忆不断的

在我脑里重复的出现。说真的我很

累，如今我很想放松自己。

也许一个人会过得很好只是有时候

很寂寞看见路上的情侣会让我想流泪。

just the day n my feelings

erm when i meet a new friend that night,

he just ask when is my birthday date i just

answer is 22 of august n he just say im the

always lonely but will act happy in front of friends

always. erm after that i just think a think

i feel what he say really correct lo..

then my friends ask me izit u have alot unhappy

thing keep inside ur heart i just tell yes i'm ...

when i say yes then jiun li ask y dont share out

i also duno maybe i dont want my friends know it

n worry alot gua so i keep all at my heart...

but got alot thing not i want ,i also need to accept

that is a truth maybe that just my fate n my life lo

i believe it sure i will change my fate n my life =)

by the way thanks all my friends cause when i lonely

them just beside me n care me pinjia jiunli clement
n some thank you so much

im really happy that to meet u thanks god =)

接受事实

你还想我接受些什么啊？

不觉得这样对我很残忍吗？

有多少爱真的可以重来？

你能预算的到吗？

很多的问题都想问你，但又

问不出也知道你不会回答。

算了一切随缘吧！！

或许你还没真真的会珍惜我，

及时我做的多么多，可能你

觉得多余的。

你就不能关心我多过去关心

她们？还是她们比我跟重要？

我只渴望你能陪下我在多一点

的了解我需要什么咯，而不是

对我不理不睬不闻不问啊？

难道你说的一切又是在骗我的吗？

还是只是随便说说，随便把我拿起

有随便的把我放下？

在你心里我到底是什么？

代替品？还是物件？还是什么都不是？

你说他为了你哭，在那个时候你是否

想过我？是否知道我为了你痛和哭了

四年呢？原来我真的比不上她们？

在此真的觉得自己很失败。

原来她们在你心中来的比我跟重要算了，我都懂了。

就算知道了又怎样？

我知道我不应该有渴望

的想法！！！

你想NG多少次？？？？？

【【如果能重来，诚实的去对待】】

【【彼此都没疑猜，就没有理由分开】】

【【如果能重来，回忆当做尘埃】】

【【心不曾被伤害，就能无暇比的爱】】

【【但是重来，却不能抱着爱的成功或失败】】

【【要重来多少次后才能明白】】

no matter how many tears i've cry,you are still not there.

no matter how sweet my smile was,you still dun care.

no matter how much affection i show,i'm still at the dark.

no matter how much i care or love u but u just feel nothing

and turn me your back side to show me !

开心的一天 =）

虽然我们真的分开了但我们依然还是朋友。

虽然很多朋友都问【为什么，你们不是都爱对方吗？】

我回答【是的，我们彼此都疼爱对方。但疼爱不代表会长久】

我们根本没有共同点两个脾气都坏就算有一个愿意牺牲迁就

所有的一切，另外一半也不舍得他/她这样做啦。

就算有一个真的这样做，他/她也会累和偷偷的哭泣的。

对吧？

为什么要这样受苦呢？

我不想两个都伤痕蕾蕾和累了才说分手，你们应该知道那是

会有什么后果吧？肯定不能做回朋友的咯。

如果知道不能长久为何不试试放手做回朋友呢？

或许大家都快乐呢？

我不在固执和不甘心了因为这样对彼此都好=））